so, the guy I like has a girlfriend. um, I'm... really, honestly not surprised? but that doesn't really make anything easier to deal with. had an explosion of temper last night, then found out about this, then kind of went blank. mm... idk. it hit me a little later, and I hid in the bathroom for a while because I felt like I was going to vomit... ( Read more... )

i'm trying hard, but i can't seem to get it right.

reach out my hand, but there is nothing there for me to grab.

'cause maybe i'm falling down, maybe i'm waking up;
maybe i'm waiting for you to give me a better tomorrow.
(baby, we can pray for something new, we can pray for something new.)

( there's nothing else i'd rather be. )

( i can almost see something. (i want to stop my breathing, now.) )

 Ummmm... not failing any classes atm which is always good?? I could always stand to do better in pre-calculus, but I think that's a given in all my math classes!

And uh oh man. I've been really grumpy and anti-social today? Idk I got pissed off this morning like usual but actually at people this time and I almost exploded in their faces LMFAO. ( Read more... )

FUCK EVERYTHING
FUCK YOU PANDORA HEARTS
FUCK YOU SPRING BREAK
FUCK YOU EVERYTHING AHHHHHH

I can't even. I'm not. Ughhhhhhhh.
Elliot. My baby, I can't. You can't just. And Oz and Leo, I don't. Vincent why what is going on omg Gil what what WHAT oh my god. Eliiot, my baby, come back to me. No. Nooooo.
I'M NEVER READING PANDORA HEARTS AGAIN.
;_____;

Anyway ( Read more... )

Started crying two nights ago; still not sure why. Probably has to do with - the nuclear crisis in Japan, coupled with stress from a certain friend, and my own feelings.
I’m so up and down lately that it’s really not funny. Seem to be on more of an up than a down, though, which is - nice. Really, really nice.

Terribly exhausted. Felt a bit like ( Read more... )

Hello to ( Read more... )

could it be worse?

(lights will guide you home; and ignite your bones,
and I will try to fix you.)

and high up above or down below;
when you're too in love to let it go.

Alright guys. As I write this, it’s 1:40am, and I’m about to go to sleep. But I decided there were some things that I just needed to get off my chest. Or rather, just - a rant ( Read more... )

okayokay so. I. Thought I woke up late today? Because I got up and I felt overslept (LOL does that even make sense?), but I checked my clock and it was only 6:30am and I was like, "... =A=" and just went back to bed.
But. When I woke up at 7:20, my... roomies were nowhere to be found. Which is weird, because they usually sleep until 7:45. So. I was ( Read more... )

OKAY MEME FIRST BECAUSE AJSNDKJFENTKJGNEFK.
PS, THESE ARE IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER.

List fifteen of your favorite characters from different fandoms, and ask people to spot patterns in your choices, and if they're so inclined, to draw conclusions about you based on the patterns they've spotted ( Read more... )